Saturday, October 4, 2014

Narcissus’s Prayer

To walk along side a pleasant blue stream
Will reveal beauty, or so it would seem
But beauty is relative to the eye
And none and nothing is more so than I
Alas! There is no beauty for me here
Or beauty anywhere so do I fear
But that is my curse, my burden to bare
My honest gift that others cannot share
‘Tis only do to my selfless nature
That these lives of grey, I do work to cure
With great attention and a bit of time
My beauty and I can make grey sublime
And yet this life of beauty is lonely
A truth those less inclined cannot see
I sit up high above the folks of old
On a pedestal of ivory and gold
Strutting so high above the common man
With no single maiden who is not a fan
I want a goddess or woman as fair
For which I could have a great love to share
Not a love to fall to my feet with praise
Or mutter with a stutter in a daze
Someone as bright and glorious as I
Someone who is strong with no need to lie
Yet I could quest around the world so wide
And never shall I find my perfect bride
So shall I give to the world my beauty
And let it out for all the world to see

Monday, June 9, 2014

Almost

I am a hero, a great savior, almost
Something I will be sure to boast
For how many people can honestly say
That they alone almost saved the day
It all happened a few days ago
As I walked with my head hung down in woe
My love and I had gotten into quite a fight
So I left to wander, sad and contrite
Down the dark and empty streets I went
Thinking about all the ways I'd repent
When by chance I happened upon
A young woman and a man with great brawn
They argued and fought like dogs for a bone
And when she screamed I reached for my phone
I called the police and told them, 'come quick!'
Then pulled Mr. Brawn a way as he started to kick
He kicked and he snarled throwing his fists wild
It was like the temper tantrum of a spoiled child
He knocked me back into the wall
And my headed started to spin and I started to fall
But I gathered my strength and stood strong
I thought I was about to be dead, but I was wrong
The police sirens blared and the man ran away
And just like that, I'd saved the day
The policeman said 'he could have had a gun
But if I'm an idiot at least, I'm a brave one'
His words touched me right to my heart
I had done what I could, I just did my part
The girl was thankful, she blew me a kiss
There is no word to describe this feeling of bliss
Except that that isn't what happened at all
I never did go and make that call
I heard her scream, I saw him throw her back
I knew I was witnessing a horrible attack
But it wasn't my business, I didn't know them
Who was I to judge or condemn
And if it was all that wrong what he'd done
Someone else will send him on the run
So I looked down at the ground below my feet
And started counting the cracks in the concrete
This morning in the paper, I am sure I read
That same girl I saw was the one found dead
And I think back to how it could have went
If I hadn't just stared down at the cement
So, you see I am a hero, a great savior almost
But perhaps it isn't something I'll boast
For far too many people can honestly say
They could have but didn't save the day

The Tail of Tails

The tail of tales as you may once have heard
Is supposed to show love, that is the word
But someone who knows love as well as I
May stand up and declare, 'that is a lie'
Oh, you have not heard the tale yet, you say?
Listen up, for you will hear it today
We start in a time, we start in a place
But neither exist in any real space
A mouse has been born, a lady so fair
With stars in her eyes and silk in her hair
White as new snow and pure as a sweet dove
She must have been sent from heaven above
Or so goes the tale, but I might just bet
She would look quite grey if ever turned wet
For purity is an essence of soul
And cannot be laid on part of a whole
And I know nothing else besides her looks
Because it isn't much talked of in books
So now we've begun our tale with fair Fae
The fairest of mice, as someone might say
She alone finds herself in despair
For she has plenty but no one to share
She has no love to intertwine her tail
No one to console, if she were to wail
No sooner than she wished for love to own
The story made another brave mouse known
A mouse of great valor, bravery, and fame
His mere presence put other mice to shame
A wonder with such widely known glory
She had not already heard his story
But that is how it goes, the tale says so
So on with the story we shall now go
For the two lovers have only just met
And there is much more in store for them yet
They loved each other from their first shared glance
Such strong love does not happen by mere chance
He praised her white fur, her eyes and her tail
Her tail! He praised deeply without fail
For a mouse's tale is a crown to a king
It is more important than anything
Longer is better, measure of it goes
It is best when it reaches head to toes
For a tall mouse, though a short mouse needs more
And it should be light to contrast the floor
So many ways tails can be wrong to mice
Or, not right enough to make Fae think twice
But Lou, the brave mouse, had a tail just right
And to poor, sweet Fae this was quite a sight
Alas! Their tale was marked for tragedy
As they were too concerned with pageantry
They sauntered through the halls with high grandeur
They inspired frustration in the poor
They smiled and waved like leads of a play
But actors and players hearts ebb and sway
One day, a mouse small, called to their parade
'Do we know this is love, not a charade?'
The mice all looked about in great dismay
Would false love really take their darling Fae?
Her father thought as to what he should do
And said, 'I shall put it to all of you.
We shall put this fair gent's love to the test
And pit him against the four-legged pest.
If he goes to kill the murderous cat,
He will prove his love and that will be that.
But if he fails to try we shall then see
And who ever does, Fae's lover they'll be."
The mice hollered with joy for their reason
With hope for Lou or their own planned treason
The day of the cat fight soon came to pass
Lou waved farewell to Fae, his beloved lass
He went to the Cat's home under the stairs
He puffed out his chest and smoothed out his hairs
The following scuffle is not described
Perhaps it wasn't properly transcribed
But the outcome matters more than the rest
Because Lou had won, he had passed the test
He had escaped to win his lady fair
But he had lost far more than just some hair
His long tail that once brought pride to his name
Was now gone, sending him into sad shame
What kind of a mouse does not have a tail?
He tried to keep hope, but to no avail
With no tail, he just wasn't a real mouse
So, he left his love, his home, and his house
He told his sweet Fae before he had left
To fall in love again, not be bereft
This is where I must pause the tale to say
What love is it, if you just walk away?
Does love not compel you to go on when you can't?
Does it not silence you when you just want to rant?
Does love not bring life where none was before?
Does it not touch down to your deepest core?
So how could Lou love her and yet still leave,
To force his dearest Fae to mourn and grieve?
These tales all speak of some great, strong hero
Working their way up from less than zero
But they paint them as perfect, full of love
When it isn't love, they are most proud of
Not afraid to die for glory or fame
Not for love but the spreading of their name
Did Lou fight for Fae or was it for Lou?
I have no answer, but leave it to you
And with poor, sweet Fae, now lonely again
This short tale has come round full circle then
With Lou now gone and Fae wishing once more
For a love stronger than the love before.
The thing about Cupid as we all know
He can be friend but even greater foe
So if you think to ask for his advice
I implore you to stop now and think twice
What he did to Fae he could do to you too
That isn't something you want, I assure you
He released an arrow on the sweet Fae
But instead of her heart, her tail did sway
Right off her back and down onto the floor
Her dear, sweet tail, was not hers anymore
In shame or in love, she ran to her knight
And from their meeting a new love took flight
But was it love, I still wonder sometimes
Because truest love still has many mimes
And he chose to leave his love in the past
Without a thought of if her love would last
Driving poor Fae into a hopeless state
Never to find a new love or new mate
And she did not follow or seek him out
But left him to wander in shame and doubt
Until her great tail was lost to her too

So was it real love or something less true?